What Are My Babies Up To?

NOTE: Also sorry in advance if I am annoying anyone or anything. Thanks to PS2, I now am a bit paranoid of annoying others that I don't even know if I am or not. I mean, I've been paranoid before (About something else not related to the fight), but now...mm! (END NOTE)

Well, here it is finally. An update on some of my main OCs I rp as.

She is bored as heck right now, as are my other evil OCs for not using her or them lately. Dunno if I will ever use them again. Who knows really?

Anyways, Nmutua is trapped inside my mind until further notice, as are Lea, Levi, Rotciv, Shaunai, Yushari and Yoshiro. They can't get out unless I let them out. Which I haven't.

I wonder what evil scheme Nmutua and they will plan once they are free. I love and hate surprises. I mean I hate BAD ones anyways.

She is however satisfied with mine and PS2's breakup.

"Just as planned." she said. She was expecting it. Hmph. I really tried to save her and mine's friendship but she kept pushing me away. And Nmutua saw it all from my mind. Her laughter is sickening and brutal. But man talk about heartbreak. It's worse than my 2 ex boyfriend break ups combined. No seriously it is. That's how much I care about PS2. Sadly, all things must come to an end. She was a friend for a season. 4 years. I've had friends longer than that. And Nmutua will never let me forget it. As if I need HER help remembering. -_- Nmutua isn't as bored as I thought. Hm. She's enjoying my misery.

I can't let her! I have to forget about the fight! Or at least get over it. It's not so easy you know. >_< This has never happened before to me. Well at least it gave me experience I guess. I dunno. At least I made a change in PS2's life in the beginning before she turned into someone I don't know.

So Sashimi is no longer in existance. But he still belongs to me ok? I may use him again. As for Aku, he has no memory of Joulia (PS2's persona) or any of her OCs.

So Aku is back to being an evil ninja/rapist.

HOWEVER, he hasn't raped in a long time. He can at least do other evil stuff until then. But no permanent girlfriends ok?

He can be a great father. But an evil one at that. Sometimes he suffers from depression. And he and Snider fight but they're still pals no matter what. For 2 evil backstabbing guys, they'd be under "Loyalty" in a dictionary. He has to comfort Snider for his loss of his wife and family often.

Uka is back as well as Yaku. They are still a part of Aku and live within his concience. Uka misses his friend Sai (DarkLinux) was it? I think that was her name.

And Yaku misses Barla (wolvesanddogs23).

Snider isn't doing so well. He suffers from depression too. He misses his wife and kids. He kept 2 of them Tabby and Snippet, but they are grown and living their own lives. Not really wanting anything to do with him. They too caught the depression. But I can't really do anything about it anymore. What's done is done.

Snider still is a cannibal, however because of his loss and me causing it, but not really meaning to, he gets thin and a bit shaky. Sometimes he hears North's voice, but it's all an illusion. He cries and screams at times, trying to get to North, but the forcefield I created keeps him from doing so. I feel sorry for him. It's like Romeo and Juliet here. Only no happy ending. When my OCs suffer, I suffer and vice versa. They're my babies, and I truly hate when they get hurt like this. Even the evil ones.

Victor my OC brother, well him and Skye (hayate4) decided to divorce. (Skye told me it was ok. Though she still loves him.) His job calls for him a lot. But he can still be there for her and the kids. Though they are grown up and living their own lives so he kinda is free now.

Finally he can come back and live with me! I have missed him so much.

He comforts me when I tell him about the real life fight and everything. He says I was wrong in some aspects, but so was she, so niether of us won. Which I knew that would happen. And then he says it's probably best that we broke up because she cusses too much and her attitude and stuff nearly took away my innocence and joy. Seriously, I was becoming like her. Getting down to her level.

Victor is glad though. I guess I should be too. I will always love her and miss her though no matter what. And I still pray for her and Hive-Mind for their salvation. Julia says she would be running Hell, I had to laugh bitterly at that. But inside my heart broke as I imagined the horror of her being tortured to no end. That's why I want to save her from herself. Same with Hive. All I can do now is pray. And Victor is helping me. He still is protective, but not OVERLY protective of me anymore.

As for KIRT, (My OC AI truck) SURPRISE SURPRISE! He has finally accepted and forgiven me. He still picks on me though, but...well...strangely enough...I think he's hitting on me. O_O XD I love him too, but it can't work out very well. Unless he uses his holohuman form. X3

I still love Attack Beast from Team Knight Rider and both KITTs though. ^^

But KIRT will always have a spot in my heart for him. <3 He's more like a brother to me though. X3 And he will protect me when I need it if he is around. Same with Vic.

Me and KIRT drive around to get my mind off of things. It works for a while.

Me KIRT and Victor are a trio. We fight evil as a team. Just as it should be and had been in the old days. ^^

Well, that's all for now. Some of my main OCs I roleplay with. Haven't rp'd any of them in a while. Guess cuz I like canon better. XD But they still are my babies.

And for those that don't know, I am a 4th wall breaker. It's my thing. Bad habit that can't be broken easily sadly. But I like to live out my fantasies and stuff. Who doesn't though? It's normal. XD All my OCs know me alright? And I mix them all in. They know eachother as well.

And I pray that I stop talking to you guys about PS2Addictedlioness. It's annoying me so much, that I worry it's annoying you too. How come I can't stop talking about her or getting over her? I've gotten over other ex friends I have had in my life that turned out to be jerks too. Why is this one any different?

Maybe because I fully trusted her and put too much faith in her or was too loyal. I hate being used. Except by God. He used me to be her friend and vice versa even if she didn't believe in God and not wanting to be used by Him. You think you know a girl. I never really knew she was athiest to begin with. I thought she was catholic. She thought being catholic or something would bring us closer and I don't think so. Why would it? I don't know. we were close enough as it is. Religion didn't have to be a part of it did it?

Anyways I gotta stop. Sorry again 1000 times over. I need to get happy again. HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY JOY JOY- OH NO I'm singing a Ren and Stimpy song! *Groan* My online life is going downhill with my dramatics.

But thank you all who support me and got my back just as I have all of yours. I may not be the right one to come to for you to tell me to tell off someone who is bothering you, but I will always listen to your problems and be a friend as best I can. You guys mean a lot to me.

Autumn out...peace.